Things happened when you least expected

13th November 2011

8:45pm

I was introducing Noel to watch "The Secret" documentary

After the night, I was inspired again by the Law of Attraction and all the philosophy given in the video.

After the evening, I visualized what I want in the future until slowly I felt asleep.

14th November 2011

12:14pm

D.A. called

There's complications on my application to the States, he listed down all.

He said:"I don't know how to solve these."

My heart said:"I think it can be solved, it won't be the end yet."

Before my heart finished, he continued:"I am so sorry that we had decided not to take you into the company."

Immediately, I heard a breaking sound from the deepest place in my heart, that was the same sound I heard when I was in HK.

I was applying for my Visa, was planning for schools, was planning for all the things I wanted to do in the future. That particular call canceled everything which I had dreamed of.

Instantly, my mind had the flash back on how I had come this far to get what I wanted to have, but it was all gone in a minute.

My mind is tired

My body has numbed

My tears has dried out

My heart has given myself reasons to believe that's not true

However

Eventually

I have to take it.