The Anxiety!

I was in this adventurous journey since February until June this year. At the beginning, I was blessed to be invited to start the journey which I hardly believed that I could be involved! I still remember when I first received the invitation, I cried after reading it!

After got invited, obviously I had to work hard on getting this which is my dream for all time! I was really hardworking, and spent a lot of time on books and wikipedia every afternoon, no exception! I have the passion on this and I want it so bad!

The first task was in April, the very first challenge, I couldn't sleep the previous night, I was so scared on losing it! The games started, boxes fixing, questionnaires and some chit-chatting. It was a fun day, I enjoyed the time a lot! However, it was the first task which means I had to pass this task in order to continue staying in the game!

After two tense weeks, finally I'd got the call from the authority! I made it! I passed through the first task and got into the next game! Well, everyone knows nothing is getting easier but harder! The games are progressively harder than the next one! So I had to work even harder for the next task which was scheduled on early June.

The second task was seriously intense, as usual, I didn't sleep well the previous night. The games were trickier and tougher! Level by level! I needed the whole day to complete the task! It was exhausting! Besides it was a relief after the whole day of work; in fact, I had a feeling, I felt I wouldn't get to pass this task though!

After two hours, the result had being sent to me; I failed to be in the game eventually. When I received the rejection letter, I was blanked for few seconds, "is that it?" I asked myself. "Everything has gone?" I asked again..
"Yes, it is." The inner me replied.

My tears drifting down from my eyes, my legs were shivering, my hands couldn't been controlled in a stabler rhythm. It was very hard for me to accept the fact! I was this much close to get what I have always wanted! After all of these thoughts, I cried out loud alone in the room.
Frankly, not much guys can get it easily as well, it was not an casual thing as you thought. So, I am not alone.

Along the journey, I had met some interesting guys from around the world. I made friends with those guys some of them now had achieved what they want and being so proud of it! On the other hand, I'm holding my horses here and wait for another opportunity to come, wait for the miracle to happen.

Sometime I feel heart broken when I see my friends reached their goals. Every time I see it, I told myself "that should be me in there, otherwise...!". I feel the disappointment and sadness from my heart...
Well, it wasn't that bad,I had learnt lots of stuff throughout the whole journey which not much people will encounter. I'm so proud of myself too.

Thus, I need to re-charge myself for the challenge again! Go! Go! Go!
Come so far, yet, got so far to go! =D

Something called Rhinitis...

Did you realize that I had been M.I.A. in the two weeks of October? What? What's M.I.A.? Oh ya, M.I.A. is Missing In Action! One of my friends taught me that! It's kinda of funny huh! =D

Let's go back to the point, I had been sick for two weeks straight after I came back from 5000ft Genting Highland. The RNA virus never left, and It got worse after the concert! Gosh! I'd been producing tons of fresh Wonton everyday with nasal mucus! Every time I sneeze, I could feel my nose dropping from my face to the floor!

After a week of sneezing, one night at 4am, I felt a sudden headache and I couldn't sleep since then. I kept rolling left and right on my bed, head banging on the wall to reduce the pain. Besides, I felt the pain on my face as well; I tried all the possibilities to reduce the harsh feeling, but it didn't work. Few hours passed by, I stood up and changed, told my mum what happened and she fetched me to the clinic early in the morning.

Sitting on the right of the doctor, he examined, and said I might have something called Rhinitis. It's an inflammation of some internal areas of nose! What?! Inflammation?! The doctor explained more, he described in a non-medical way, which the virus went into the nose's internal areas and couldn't get out from that; due to a long term influenza! Here's a picture to understand more.

I admitted that I had flu for a week and it didn't get any better. To recover from Rhinitis, he gave me a "stronger" Antibiotics and flu medicine. Also, he mentioned that I needed more than a few days to recover! After the consultation, I went back home and take the pills; I was knocked out the next 15 minutes! Finally, I could sleep well without any distraction of my flu!

I felt heavenly happy after I woke up from the nap, no more headache and running noses! However, the face was still pained a little and was feeling extremely dizzy because of those strong drugs too! Anyway, it took me almost one week for recovery, so it made me seriously sick in total of two weeks!

Now, I'm perfectly healthy, going to fitness centre most of the days and loving my life! I have learnt about what is Rhinitis and how to prevent it to happen. Well, just keep healthy and stay strong; exercise more and take more vegetables and fruits! Prevention is always better than Cure! Good health, good life people!! =)

Happy Birthday M!

Today is one of my dearest sisters birthday! M, Happy Birthday!

I bet she is now cheering with her glass of champagne surrounded by her buddies at a bar in the city of BKK! She is enjoying her life as usual! Always a role model for us sisters to learn from!

I can't wait to meet her in December, will be spending a month including X'mas and New Year together with her overseas! Hoorah! =D

However, now, I'm wishing her to stay healthy, be more wealthy and pretty as always! Remember the Law of Attraction! Think good, feel good!

We all sisters love you! ------->XOXO

'The Last Song'

After 'The Last Lecture' and 'The Greatest Gift', this is my third book. Basically I bought this book because of the cover, it has a pretty romantic cover starring a cute guy with Miley Cyrus.

First time reading Nicholas Sparks' masterpiece, the author of the famous movie -'A Walk To Remember'! The descriptions in each line and paragraph is just beautiful which makes me falling in love as well! =D

Loving Nicholas Sparks now! And I'm craving for more...!

The Curious Case of Benjamin

Last few weeks, Mr.P told us friends that he wanted a guitar; he thinks guys should learn a music instrument to protect themselves on tackling chicks! He was sort of giving us hint that he wanted the guitar for his coming birthday! Since all of us in 8806 have known him for 10 years, we know the way he thinks; he's actually too lonely being single! LOL...

Thus, we planned to go out for a fine dinner buffet in a Japanese restaurant; at the same time we were trying so hard to get a girl out to dinner with us who he admired...so far! Unfortunately, she wasn't be able to join us for the celebration. However, we did buy him a brand new acoustic guitar as a birthday present!

The dinner was pretty awesome! Very nice cuisine and enviornment, fantastic lamb steak and sashimis! We all had a good time together, but not much during the KTV session due to the overload of food in the stomach! Of course, P is happy to receive his first guitar of his life and promised he will sing songs to each and everyone of us during our own birthday! =D

Once again P! Happy Birthday to you! And I really hope I will have this kind of birthday celebration too! =)

Accidently on purpose

'Life is like a dream', someone said. I think it is.....

3 months ago, just like an ordinary day, I went to college. I stepped into the classroom, noticed there's a new-comer in my class. First impression for this new Chinese girl was, she looked like a quiet and smart type of person. Classmate told me that her name is Annie, and I said 'Hi', that's all.

Started with the mechanics manual, Annie needed the notes so I lent it to her which I happened to bring the book that day. A mechanics manual brought us up to lots of topics, we started talking and having lunch together after classes. Day by day, we noticed that we have lots of common interests such as, dramas, entertainment program, music, food, and even the personality.

We were so excited when we found out we actually like the same artist, hate the same type of person, gave the same comment, speak the same language, talk the same joke, etc. We were wowed by our look-a-like personality! From that moment, I only want to hang out with her in the college. I feel good and comfortable with her presence everyday in the class. She is already one of my person!

Time flies, after the mid-semester break, she told me that she had applied to a university in KL for her engineering studies. After few days, she got accepted to the university and the authority asked her to enrol within the week, as they had commenced the program. She so told me her good news and I am happy for her, because she is doing what she wants to do.

Things happened too fast, within a few days, she told me that she is leaving. I didn't know how to react?! All I could do was appreciate the last day in the college with her. So I went to the college early morning to meet her, we did the same thing; had breakfast, talked the same topic again and laughed. Besides, I brought my 'peanut' that day, and we took pictures. A memorable one...

Before she left, we hugged and say good bye to each other...

I got to know her for three months, but it seems like three years! I had the first class without her presence, it was so awkward when I wanted to tell a joke I turned to my right and she wasn't there anymore. I felt so odd and sad. The class is getting more and more quiet that day...

And I have already missed her...

It's like a dream, it was so nice during the dream but everything will be gone after you wake up! I will always remember this dream, of course I can still visit her anytime; but I think it won't be the same as the time we used to be anymore.

I wish her good luck and take good care of herself. Love ya. XOXO

Jeff Chang concert with RNA virus!

"Where did you put my jacket sis?!" I asked. "It's hanging in the wardrobe!!" J replied.
I grabbed my jacket and put inside my back-pack, stuffed my bag with all the toiletries and shirts too. Was thinking what else should I bring to a mountain with elevation 5000ft high! Yes, the Genting highland is 1760m high, about 16 degree Celsius with less oxygen!

Having RNA virus, my body was rejecting to go up the hill; running nose, headache, fever, nose blocked, etc! After 5 hours sitting in a car, I could feel the cold breeze on my face once scrolling down the window. "Haaaaa chiuuuu!"
Well, that's not how I wanted to be welcomed by Tan Sri Lim?! My flu got worse when we reached up hill, low pressure and hypoxia may be...=D

For the sake of the Jeff Chang concert on 2nd October lived in Arena Genting which I had been looking forward last two months, I swallowed two paracetamol before the concert. It did help a little while during the concert but it got seriously worse after that! Gosh...let's skip the sad part, shall we?!!

The concert was touching and awesome! Jeff indeed is a great love song singer! He sang most of his hit songs in the past 20 years, even though the songs in 1989 when I was 1 year-old?! The best part for the concert was, they put lyrics at the bottom of the projected screen so that the fans could sing-a-long with him. On the other hand, I didn't bring my glasses to the concert which I left it in the hotel room. That was the stupidest mistake EVER!!

Anyway, I enjoyed a lot with my sis and friends and luckily I know the lyrics for my favourite songs! When he sang the song I love, I could feel my heart was really melted and blown away with the rhythm! Six of us were shouting, singing, hugging throughout the concert! It was an incredible night, we all had fun and dreamt about Jeff later that night, the ticket was totally worth it!

Concert is always nice to go with lots of friends, with people who can shout with you and sing along together! 4-star for Jeff Chang concert, and I'm looking forward to the next concert on mid November!